this isnt a nice thing to say but i wish you hadn’t taken up so much of my life. and people are going to think that i still think about you cause of this post but honestly speaking, i dont feel anything when i do, no love, no care, and no regrets because whats the point in regretting right? it’s already passed, but i feel stupid to have given so much time to someone when i was a kid. couple years of my childhood that i wont get back because it was spent on someone who has no relevance to me anymore. its crazy how life has so many chapters in store for you, and also amazing. i just frustrate myself sometimes, because its a chapter i dont want to look back on, you know. i have nothing against you as a person so don’t worry, and we’re friends.. more like acquaintances because i feel no need to speak to you. i’m over the moon with who i get to spend each day and night with but why did you/god have to be so selfish and give a couple of years of my life away like that? why couldn’t you have given me boo instead of him, would’ve saved me a lot of pain and added to my happiness more than you could imagine. but it’s okay, now i have someone who is my soulmate and it’s fucking awesome, boo wants to spend every day and night with me, boo wants to do stuff with me and boo doesn’t give a fuck about what people say about me and boo because at the end of the day and at the end of my life, it’ll only be me and boo, and our little angels. Everything happens for a reason and good things fall apart so better things can fall together or whatever, and i guess whatever bullshit i went through back then makes me appreciate what i have now, and what boo does for me. kinda made me a new person and i am at the peak of my happiness, not that i’m relying on a boy for my happiness, but boo has just opened up so many doors for my future, and being with boo makes me look at the world differently, i love it, and i feel like i’m sitting on top of a rainbow. :)